BUT HE HAD TO CANCEL ON ME AT THE 11TH HOUR. And so now adding on to my double cheeseburger craving, I am having a weird banana + peanut butter & kaya sandwich crazeee.
This year is the only year that I am late in blogging about my new year resolutions. Sometimes I think about what is the purpose of blogging about it when it never ever happens. It was kind of scary to actually realise that a year pass in such a blink of an eye.
2011 was such a shitty year for me. I hope it ends and never ever continue. However apparantly from the looks of what is happening on the first day of 2012, I have to say that I think this suckiness is in to stay.
What is going to be different is my mindset and my attitude.
I feel that I am such a completely different person now and somehow I hate what I am becoming into. Nevertheless, I feel that the change is good because it armed me with essential skills to survive in this harsh world.
I think being exposed to all these weird people at 18 is indeed an eye opener. I wouldn't say that I regretted meeting all these douche in my life but somehow, I thank them.
Because of them, I have the motivation and determination to groom myself into a better person. For every douche that duped me, I automatically think that its because of the not-up-to-standard physical appearance. Thus I never ever stopped working on it and I love how I look today.
IT COULD BE BETTER THOUGH.
For every douche that duped me, I learnt how to let go within a day. Adding on, I learnt how to not give a shit and be fine in a couple of days. This is a very very very essential skill that I think not many will attain in such a short period of time BUT I DID IT.
That was my acheivement of the year I would guess.
For 2012,
I want to obviously lose more weight. I hope and I pray that I don't meet any more douche. I shall get back on track with my studies and I think that I loved how I adopted the just-give-it-your-best-shot attitude.
I hope that I can mantain my friendship with all my friends despite the busy schedule. Adding on, I want to save up and buy my very first Prada bag.
I think it isn't a difficult acheivement.
So bring it on 2012, because 2011 was shit, I think you could be shittier but I would just take you down like how I did in 2011. Nothing will ever stop me or bring me down. I know that because nothing can ever stop me.
